THE LAST SAIL

 

wrecked as I can be 

a damaged entity still breathing 

a dismembered clock still ticking 

that is me, no one but me 

I’ve been bruised, broken and battered 

insanely dealt with without pity 

been pushed to the cliff of my mind to decide

either to stay sane or explore insanity 

I gathered up my debris and decided to try again 

ignoring the pains, palpitations and hurts 

me, a non-recovered being in disguise 

fell into another arm laced with thorns 

it felt like heaven at first 

she came like the messiah my heart craved for 

little did I know it was a decoy 

my shege shege pro pro max was here 

the last of my sanity she yanked off 

hurts so much, I couldn’t recognize myself 

everyone told me it was okay, at least I tried 

only me know the real pain I feel deep inside 

I know I have been a victim of hurt 

wanting what was not meant for me

so now I’ve decided the last sail is to my sanity 

I need me to be happy again 

@talk2leigh

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2:23pm

23 Jan 2025