MY TURNING POINT

 

I seldom put it out to rest 

when those thoughts flows through my chest 

a docile luck not on my side 

she decided to take me for a ride 

my turning point was when I gave up on myself 

I quit being me and embraced the monster sef

a decision that perturbs the hell out of me 

I’m choice-less, it’s a seal

the hurt flowed to my spine 

pushing my self worth out of the line 

since then my sanity surrendered 

my guts left me, no help rendered 

my world became a miasma 

choking me like it’s asthma 

I became a shadow of myself 

it’s an unforgettable pain for an elf 

I’m strung and it’s obvious 

I’m shattered and it left me nervous 

I’m trying to find my way back to being me 

it’s canceled, not a deal to seal 

a common knowledge that I am a disaster 

don’t flip my page, you’ll detest every chapter 

I can’t go back to being sane 

look my story, please concur that it’s insane 

I seldom put it out to rest 

when those thoughts flows through my chest 

a docile luck not on my side 

she decided to take me for a ride 

my turning point was when I gave up on myself 

I quit being me and embraced the monster sef

a decision that perturbs the hell out of me 

I’m choice-less, it’s a seal

@talk2leigh

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5:51am

21 Dec 2024