PRISONER OF MYSELF
I am a prisoner of myself
when constantly I long for comfort I never get
love never reciprocated
and a thorny hand to pat my back
I am a prisoner of myself
when i laugh in agony, smile in languish
cry not for tears won’t leak out
joyful when I see the ruins of another man
I am a prisoner of myself
when I look at my reflection in the mirror
and I see a being without a purpose
without existence, without a future
I am a prisoner of myself
when constant suicidal thoughts had become a norms
and I soliloquies for comfort
knowing fully well my existence is fabricated
I am a prisoner of myself
when I know my shoulders ache but I can’t drop this burden
as the world constantly chorus “you must be a man”
who am I to show weakness
I am a prisoner of myself
as my tragedies becomes my realities
I fight myself always to stay sane
the world has no pity for the downtrodden
@talk2leigh
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6:12am
12 Feb 2024
We oft find ourselves in a hole we can't get out, the pain of being a man is just so unbearable.
ReplyDeleteRelatable piece, man 🦁
Thanks 🙏🏾
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