THE LONELY ME

 

from a distance I saw it all 

conspicuous and vivid 

me, an abandoned and shattered soul

no joy is left in me

watching others live the life I crave for 

constantly feeling empty and hopeless 

all morales implodes in me

hopes cursed and dashed 

I’m ragged and pieces

nothing feels homely in this world to me 

born into pain, rejection, betrayals and suffering 

the lonely me at the center of gravity

even if I dare smile in this turbulence 

it’s just a facade hiding loneliness 

believe you me, nothing rocks my world 

my insignia is destitution 

@talk2leigh

7:49am

21 June 2023