LONE STAR

alone with my thoughts 

alone with my feelings 

neither do I know how it feels 

that times never heals 

it's scars so conspicuous from a distance 

it's bossom so worthless when it holds

his grace, endlessly in disarray

all feelings amount to nothing

hey! don't say that to me, I'm not depressed 

I'm just not impressed by things anymore 

don't even fancy sleeping

even my breathe feels odd in my nostrils

I now find solace in distress 

I waltz with sadness in silhouette

my love for darkness has increased 

inseparable we are in unison

I said I am not depressed please

my heart and soul no longer ease

hey please, don't raise up those curtains 

I'm shut out of the world, nobody cares

I'm listening to sweet songs bringing back memories 

I'm palpitating, what is the essence of gasping 

who thinks this life is worth living?

you are dead wrong, we are all just a walking corpse

@talk2leigh

6:07pm

3 Jan 2022