JUST TODAY

just today

an ordinary day to get by

my eyes opening to a new dawn 

but my body weary 

my mind is telling me yeah

my body is saying no

my core is weak and sick 

muscle aches in despairs 

thoughts pinned me down

mentally battles in my psyche 

should I or shouldn't I?

I just know I had to get up

but in that moment 

that plastic moment 

I'm so torn in-between

phew! I'm lost

my dreams are still valid

the bed calls for more rest

my muscles still aches

my mind's still deliberating

today will have to wait or bow to me

I'm just not giving in to motions

as I stare at my beside clock

"tomorrow will be another today"

@talk2leigh

7:27pm