COFFEE HEART

I noticed it 

but I was too blind to realize 

that my boat was headed for the rock 

I was cuddling my doom

are you happy now?

hope your lips now smiles more

for you are now in bliss

leaving me shattered

wait, was I responsible? 

for your past heartbreaks 

why take the baton and hit me

leaving and rendering me in pieces 

so I am a victim of your past hurts 

when you cried all night because of love

swearing and cussing whoever he was

then finally cleaning your tears to becoming a monster 

but I am not him

his chapter is already closed in your life 

even if you've decided to serve everyone their breakfast 

why include me in your reservations?

he broke your heart

pieced it without looking back 

now I'm the one at the receiving end 

innocent me, having a bite of someone else's wahala

you know what you've done now 

you want me also to consider becoming a monster

to become like you now 

and devour every hearts without remorse

but I won't

I'll isolate myself and heal

I'll learn to love again

unlike you, just like coffee...your heart is black

@talk2leigh

30 May 2021

7:56am