A WALKING CORPSE

don't tell me what's not and what will be

I've wasted my whole life building 

a dream that wasn't mine 

but someone else's

so I was a walking corpse 

living in someone's world 

a world I can't even remember how it was

I've just be a pun all these years in her chess

40 decades of my life gone

decades of waste without knowing my way home 

decades of being someone else 

how do I locate the place I call home now 

I just realized my real name

my true identity 

who I was before 

but... this me now is already a piece of waste

what did I do to deserve this?

I was not promiscuous in anyway

why was I the chosen one 

whose life is but to be ruined

now I'm ruined

I'm wrecked

my life is in total disarray 

I don't even know my way back home 

@talk2leigh

19 June 2021

10:51am