I'M UNSTABLE

I'm psychologically okay

but mentally unstable 

I hope you understand what I mean

please explain to me because I don't understand myself

I wear smiles a lot like deodorant 

just like sweet perfumes i perspire 

you'd have no choice but to reciprocate the smile

it's absolutely contagious 

but within, I am dead broken

I'm lost within my mental state

don't be fooled with my outward gestures 

my inner self points a gun to himself

my lights are already going dim

my waxes are melting off

my dreams are always distorted 

is this how insanity starts?

@talk2leigh

5 March 2021

6:39pm