DIVIDED HEART

I wanna hate you

but I still love you

and it's weighing on my chest 

when we are together 

your mind seems somewhere else 

and this is keeping me in doubt 

this makes me lonely all the time 

I guess your heart belongs somewhere else

just tell me and let me know where I belong 

it will break me more later 

if I learnt you're here because of side talks

that people would feel pity for me

let me know where I stand 

so I can gain my balance without tears

without remorses 

i will still hate you

but I still love you 

but with time, the weight on my chest will ease off

I guess I'll be fine either ways 

@talk2leigh

23 Jan 2021

7:28am