RIVER OF TEARS

you knew I was vulnerable 

and still went on to orchestrate my end

hey! I'm not a weakling as you think

my kinda being is special

you took advantages of my emotions

played well upon my naivety  

now you are happy 

as my heart breaks more and more into pieces

a fragile me can't be any stronger 

my heart bleeds as I palpitate 

my nose never runs dry

I wet every paper I lay my pen on

I'm going down and you have watched me drown

in my river of tears

lost beneath the stream 

of my own tear drops

I'm going down and you have watched me drown

in my river of tears

lost beneath the streams

in my river of tears

18 Jan 2021

6:21pm