FELL

We all have that thread tiny like moment in our lives

Where we can slowly hear our pulses given out

Our lungs seizing up

Our hearts bleeding out 

Fires and embers burning underneath our skin

Sweats popping on our face

Constant voices in our head

Echoing "give up", "give up"

When nothing fascinates any longer

The odd stuffs becomes hobby 

Silence becomes a theme song

Depression rides on rodeo

Making us feel sombre

We may give in easily

Depending on our differences

Distinct morales to revive our weakness 

We are all born with different strength 

I have lots of friends who self-motivates

To become sought afters in life

A role model for others

Who seek mentorship

But I once had a crony

Who was as weak as... undefined

Who need help and motivation

To become who he ought to be

But no one was there for him

Despite he tried but he failed

He one day stood at the edge of the cliff in battles

Mind's racing, frustration had set the pace

And he fell

Never to be heard again

Maybe mourned, but his soul far gone 

Never 

..........its hard for me to explain #crying

@talk2leigh

18 sept 20

11:11pm