LUCID DREAM

Right there I stood transfixed

Transposed, immobile

My legs gave way for trembling

My heart heavy as it pounds

Almost popping out of my chest

My emotions couldn't hide it any more

Tears bursting out loose in million races

Streaming down my face

My mascara had no choice but to cave

My sweat pores opened up its doors

In no time, I was sweat drenched

My skin and gown hugs in serendipity

As I stand there wallowing with my inner battles

Thoughts of how I have lived my life

Enormous pride hovering always like a shade

The one I loved and pridefully pushed away

Despite all plea and pleading 

Now saying " I do forever" to another soul

A soul who asked if it's okay as I gave consent

Tossing to her a gold in the rough

Totally ignoring life's karma in the menu

Here I stand, regretting my terrible past

Faking a friendly present

Viewing self miserable future

As tears drenched the bouquet 

It's fragrance fizzle into my nostrils

My hands can no longer hold

My feet can no longer hold

My heart's gone totally numb

This is a lucid dream

Please wake me up

@talk2leigh

12th August 20

4:04pm