HEART'S A MESS

I've tried, tried all my possible best

To become something for those I love

To become a mighty tree

Fruitful and shade for everyone 

I've tried to reach out to people

Who are imbalanced and weighed down 

By the weight of the world

Be it psychological or physical turmoil

So much for my ambitions and desperation

Just to attain my goals come hell or high waters

For out there, are lots of hands

That needs pulling up

Still weighed down by thoughts of love

Of my beloved

Who once believed in me

But shut the door as she leaves

My colleagues 

Who so much sees potentials in me

Talents too much for me to bear

Too mighty that the weight crushes me dead

My heart's a mess

I'm at sea and down casted

Crying silently in my lonely corners

My life is slowly fading away 

@talk2leigh

13 JULY 20

10:05AM