LOSING GRIP
a little chaos in my mind that was how the war started the head ran amok it started to spin indescribable the mind knows what the heart wants a sincere love and not a bitter-sweet pill a fluffy sofa to lay in warm a heart to be loved endlessly but my own case was the reverse my heart blindly falling for my doom loving the wrong soul in excess still hoping the future comes in favor my own expectations created my hurt smashing my sanity in disbelief I had warned myself never to fall in love again what’s left of me now is presently shattered I have become a shadow of myself a world reeks of meteor stench badly burning with engulfing inferno every sanity has now become piles of ashes i am losing grip my mind’s on the edge now don’t tell me to flow straight again I am already gone @talk2leigh (X & insta) 6:59am 17 April 2025