SHIVER IN MY SPINE
my disposition states my position a hulled pain, stacked over the years but here I am, fighting back a millennial tears like a garbage, I am stuck everything else is far, even luck loneliness comes in wave howbeit, I am and never a slave even when I gather my thoughts in a conclave no victor no vanquish this is all outlandish, I languish looking about, I am selective lost in my own self-destruct perspective I’m slow but everything else around me is active tell me I am in this alone it has deserted me, my cortisone and colon no motion but it is a race a terrible fall from my grace hundred partitioned spaces like a maze opposed by the one thing I dread it is over, my head is never clear with a shiver in my spine, I let it out a thunderous cry lodged in my chest this is not a test, my soul is yet to rest it is either now or never sooner, life will pull ...
