ITS CLEAR NOW

 

to the heart I once loved 

I’m sorry I made it tough

I was naive, a stranger in my prime 

I made our love corrosive like lime 

to the smiles I bade farewell 

in your bosom I once chose to dwell

pardon me I made your utopia feel like hell 

I walked away without ringing a bell 

to the trust I butchered 

we both prayed it goes smooth like it’s buttered 

I was the wrong one, the black sheep 

I disappear in seconds like a beep 

to the soul i left lost 

she duly loved me despite all cost 

tried all her best for me to see her clearly 

I’m sorry my dear, I had been wounded badly 

to the hugs that felt so warm 

I’m sorry I turned into a worm 

ate the beautiful connection we ought to share 

it’s a burden my heart had to bear 

to the goodbyes I never waved to 

how could I when you left me when I was low 

you left me shattered to the core of my bones 

I would have been better if i had a clone 

to the shege that crossed my path 

I’m never sorry because I was born with alerts 

my mind’s built thicker than a fourth wall

even if it means I should fall 

to the heart I do tell “I love you”

it’s a tale, you need to feel blue 

a false confession, no light left in my soul 

all that’s left is gross darkness and an endless hole

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

2:08pm

5 Dec 2025