REFURBISH

 

I need me to be brand new 

too much madness, sanity is few 

my life is nothing but a charade 

so conspicuous in facade 

almost fell for the unimaginable 

not much ado, not that I’m not capable 

a genuine grace I sought 

everything still boils down to wrought 

I need a thorough cleansing 

lived years of no meaning 

“what was I made for?”, I questioned 

everything stood still for years, no option 

tell me it’s normal cause it’s not okay 

I’ve isolated many times, stayed lowkey 

dark rooms became my solitude 

every other thing including light gave me attitude 

life and its enigma 

all I needed was a little charisma 

my human strength had already failed 

beliefs has already derailed 

I need me to be brand new quickly 

my sanity walks away briskly 

soon, my mind might go haywire 

I won’t be able to put out this madness-like fire

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

6:00am

3 Nov 2025