TOO MUCH

 

in my prayers I have made supplications

shed tears while kneeling for hours 

I just want to see all of us win 

then I’d know I’ve satisfied my soul 

with my arms I have carried a whole lot

lifted people who in turned bite me

stripped me of my golden skin 

finally cast a lot on my soul 

in my head I have built utopia 

built castles in the air unannounced

wanting to restore peace for humanity 

wasted years shooting blanks 

In my heart I have carried dead people

depressed, lost and psychologically deranged beings

used up what’s meant for me for them 

my heart bleeds profusely 

with my eyes i have seen mysteries  

conversing with the dead uninvited 

too much shege which makes my eyes rheum

went blurry and almost blind 

in my dreams I have conversed with them 

they never let me rest because of their rite of passage 

I am just a being who hasn’t lived his life 

but it is what it is 

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

5:36am

14 Oct 2025