I NEED ME TO REST

 

I need a lot of rest 

too much burden on this little me 

so weighty that my heart aches and hemorrhage

each droplets forming artistic expression of arts 

yet still, no soul notice 

I need a lot of rest 

so drained with no single psychological reason 

caged in this carefree world 

my skin senses no longer triggers even at the slightest touch 

eyes stares sternly with no blinks 

I need a lot of rest 

let my nerves calm and my shiver stop 

the spinning of my head come to a halt 

before I exergerate and they see me at fault 

I hate it when I brawl 

I need a lot of rest 

nothing triggers my enthusiasm 

mentally and emotionally exhausted 

my eyes no longer see colors 

my blurry vision perceives black and white 

I need me to rest 

I’m deteriorating in this agonizing state 

my words and action no longer correlate 

my psyche is no longer a meadow 

my existence is questionable 

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

3:15

11 July 2025