LOSING GRIP

 

a little chaos in my mind 

that was how the war started 

the head ran amok 

it started to spin indescribable

the mind knows what the heart wants 

a sincere love and not a bitter-sweet pill 

a fluffy sofa to lay in warm 

a heart to be loved endlessly 

but my own case was the reverse 

my heart blindly falling for my doom 

loving the wrong soul in excess 

still hoping the future comes in favor 

my own expectations created my hurt 

smashing my sanity in disbelief 

I had warned myself never to fall in love again 

what’s left of me now is presently shattered 

I have become a shadow of myself 

a world reeks of meteor stench 

badly burning with engulfing inferno 

every sanity has now become piles of ashes 

i am losing grip 

my mind’s on the edge now 

don’t tell me to flow straight again 

I am already gone 

@talk2leigh

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6:59am

17 April 2025