NOPE
the same voice again and again
enunciating his words with pride
how did I get myself here?
in this melancholic and depressive state
this voice in its entirety and control
ushering me into an insane dimension
a fate I pray not upon my foes
now I am pressed down with no hope
constant hurts and ego bashed
psychosis ruling my mind
my manliness already splattered
feelings docked and docile
my instinct’s on zero gravity
happiness already bade me goodnight
joy seems to have cut all ties
I am alone in this dimension
the worst are my thoughts
discorded and distorted hoping comfort
my soul lives in a world of charade
my tragic end is quite visible
zonk out in this abysmal
if I don’t wake up, this will be my elegy
this voice wants to phase out my breathe
I must say no before I lose what’s left
@talk2leigh
(twitter & insta)
3:52pm
7 Dec 2022
It feels when someone is depressed for one things or the other and can't find himself or herself and is entirely difficult for the person, he/she doesn't want people to know that they are depressed instead they put on a fake smile to protect their hearts from not being broken by men. I want to discuss something with you once we meet soon. Best of luck
ReplyDeleteIt’s okay, I’ll be rooting to see you too
DeleteYou’re so correct. It’s funny how that mask you’re faking makes you sink more into depression
ReplyDeletei feel as though you are speaking about me. at times i feel like everything is about to fade away and i have reached the end of everything... thank you tony, this is wonderful
ReplyDeleteWe all have this feelings once or more in our life, we feel the weight of the world crushing us. Believe you me, this feeling makes us know we are human and surely will triumph. Never give up, someday you will look back at this day and laugh it off 💜
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