TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

 

I am in a toxic relationship with myself 

constantly clutching to what befits me not 

hugging poisons and cuddling pills 

longing for ecstasy like utopia 

I am in a toxic relationship with my eyes 

it sees nothing good but evil 

self interprets actions before my brain comprehends

fixes focus on what I abhor 

I am in a toxic relationship with my noise 

it sniffs not dangers 

it only savors pleasant smells for lust  

goes on vacation when I’m in danger 

I am in toxic relationship with my hand 

the fool almost made me lose my life 

grabbing ornaments which aren’t mine 

someday, I might be lynch for his sake 

I am in toxic relationship with my mouth 

blabbering idiot without control 

causing trauma for all who come seeking advice 

kissing wrong lips just to satisfy its selfish desires 

I am in toxic relationship with my leg 

it hurriedly takes me to where danger mounts 

takes me to where my life might be cut short 

pleading with me to lie with another’s bride 

I am in a toxic relationship with my heart 

the idiot never beats for danger 

keeps falling in love with demons and monsters 

I pray someday, you will have an attack 

I am in toxic relationship with my brain 

stuffed with needless informations and feelings 

it has never bring back good memories 

only horrors, traumas, sadness and pain 

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

7:43am

31 Oct 2025