TWO WORLDS COLLIDE

 

helpless thoughts run through my head 

battles I live for but fear to thread 

my soul yearns for solitude and leverage 

but my heart beat beeps on the average 

I’m torn between hell or high waters 

a sickening mood, and it really bothers 

which way to go oh! my soul 

darkness in me fumes and growl 

it’s tentacles spreads unrestrained 

my godliness acts untrained  

this abysmal I plunged into is alarming 

truncating my sanity uncanny 

a sane look, an insane smile 

caricature of what I wear inside 

dissuading my reality from igniting its sparks 

my very own true nature is on a rack

my worlds collide ambiguously 

they whisper in my ears anonymously 

“your existence is worthless son”

“end it right here, right now with that harpoon”

 

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

4:18am

19 Dec 2024