AT MY LOWEST

 

again it came rushing 

resounding in my head like echoes 

my blood has started to clot 

my veins twitches insanely 

thoughts of emptiness and betrayals

melted on me by myself and people 

I’ve failed myself just too much 

gullibly made others have the last laugh 

I am empty of sympathy 

loneliness caresses my prime 

I’m at my lowest again 

my sanity gallops stark naked 

my cheeks have turned blue 

I seek solitude always as comfort 

please tell me I am not overdoing this

my lens has gone blurry 

I am back to this state again 

where hope bades me fairwell 

morales never surfaces 

but depression reassures me of a better afterlife 

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

7:04pm

15 May 2025