I LOST CONTROL AGAIN

 

my vein twitches as my body tremble 

this feelings I choose not to gamble 

though I thought I had overcome this state 

please leave, don’t use me as bait 

my mental state you want to crumble 

leaving me perturb, making me feel double 

my head spins again with migraine 

let me be, please pity my reign 

I lost control again with myself 

my psyche sour, my ear’s up like an elf 

I am at the verge of destruction 

how can I restitute for my contrition 

insanity beckons on me 

a catastrophic brew of miasma

love me more from afar 

love me less in-fact 

label me not when you see me 

I’m already done, this could be my last meal 

my world has already collapse

I have finally relapse

@talk2leigh

(X & insta)

6:04pm

5 Feb 2025