I SOW MY HEARTBREAK

I colour myself no more in feelings

for my heart has suffered so many bleeding

loved today, neglected tomorrow 

wetting my pillow with tears, drowning in sorrow 

the very last Lucifer came with wings 

glittering and radiating in blings

in no time, she took me to the cliff

pushed me off as I fell down the ditch

eish!, she murdered the last humanity in me

still tweeted "it's over, I won, they deserve to bleed"

so is this what I innocently deserve?

a reproach from a distance 

the naive me still wanted to make it work

tried all I could, but was still mocked

this time, my heart pieces and stopped beating

tried stitching, it wasn't knitting

it's not my fault what I have become 

I've wallowed too many nights in lonesome 

I have become the monster you've all made of me

I'm sowing my heartbreak, every lady must have a bite

hey! Anita, Zeliat, Bimpe, Ifeoluwa, Anabelle, Chi, Ama

just calm down

this heartbreak will reach everybody last last

I have no sympathy left

@talk2leigh

2 April 2021

2:44pm